Assalamualaikum.
I don't really understand when or what is lonely. I used to be as open as I can be to this friend of mine. But as time passes, both of us seemed to shut each other and that was when I am changing, too.
I had to shut my mouth, and not share anything with anyone anymore. My good or bad stories happened to hid inside a safe box rather than to share those stories with someone, especially someone you are close with.
I guess I had to change 360 degrees to improve myself too and in many ways, I felt so lonely. But, how i make myself better is when I just talk to Allah about it and I felt less burden but i am curious, am i really lonely? What does lonely really means? Does it even exist?
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